Saturday 29 August 2009

Tere!




Please can I come and practice this word again
Along with other useful words
that my awkward Prestonian accent
can’t really come close to replicating

The Estonian for bye
I do not know
Both literally and
Physically

So as I am always rubbish at good byes
then always Tere.

So if people are happy to say Tere!
Then I will be there

And for the people who are happy to say Tere!
For now... and now only... I shall say Ta-Ra!

by ian, 28th August 2009

photo by Michelle

and another by ian

Thursday 27 August 2009

Tourists



Hundreds of tour guides
with their boards with their numbers


No. 9 German

No. 3 Japanese

No. 16 French

and so they go on
like a river
after a storm
the tour groups stream through

Taking photos of stones
and buildings
Their pictures have no soul
no substance
only capturing some chemical and historical formula for these structures

But there is still spirit
and the buildings still breathe
Friendly stories from friendly faces
eeks them out, and lever them from each crack
And these people I dare call friends
they are the soul

So here is my number
No. 7 English & Estonian

My tour:

Here is where we danced
sang
climbed
laughed
ate
drank
wrote poetry
smiled

maybe no one will pay...

but its them who miss out


by ian (photos too)

Red Boots




I put on these working boots
I lift a crowbar of choice
Maybe also a nice red one

I strain my non existant muscles
I pull my darkness away
I pull away
the crumbling wood

some panels don't want to leave
don't want to cooperate
with my flimsy arms
and my brain wants to give in

But my spirit ,
my soul
it dances
it tugs

These red boots
keep me working



"until my arms drop off"
or the panel does


by ian

(inspired by Kate Bush - Red Shoes and Hans Christian Anderson story)

photo by Ellen

Monday 24 August 2009

Blueberries


People have always said
that I can't do this
I can't do that

I can't finish that course
I wont make it there
You arent a person to do this
You can't see colours , long or near

I wasn't sure
but I picked
and plucked
and gathered

So tell me
Whatelse I can do today?
And I will do another impossibilty tomorrow

by ian ... click on photo to see how well i picked :) haha

Saturday 22 August 2009

#17




High Sun, clear Skies
the mosquitos fly wild
great harvest for swifts

by ian (part of recital too, and yes house martins arent good for haikus :) and last poem written at the School)

movie by ian

photo by Ellen

Estonia #16


Once there was a shrew from Estonia
Who was well fed and so wasn't bonier
his house was pulled down
and he ran and gave a frown
and said he would have to move and would be lonlier

by ian (someone asked for a limerick and so was part of my recital)
photo by Robert B

#13


At the end of the jetty
Splish Splash
Wind swirling through the trees
Shrooo Rustle
River flowing on by
bibble babble
leaves falling in the water
crick splosh
Water off my bathed head
drip drop

I sit with the sun shining down

I think

As the world goes by

by Ian @ the jetty
photo of my shoes by ian

The Great Patio Builder of 2009


O Palupõhja with your
lovely patio it must
have been created

with great lines
with passion
with precision
with labour

and all and for all
to enjoy the bricked sunshine

by the great patio builder who is now off to do the next

by Ian - was asked to write this by Colin
photo by me shortly after Colin asked me to write a poem about this and gave me the title

#12


Battered house
in the forest
gradually falling down
slowly losing its homely qualities

Giving little shelter
Common shrew in little holes
a couple of plants inside
and the odd visitition of some house martin
through an old window frame

So pull down the outside
pull down the ceiling
rip up the floor
and dig up the dirt

Then use the structure
to build a new purpose
new walls, floors and ceiling
and a home once more

by ian
photo by ian

Friday 21 August 2009

WordPlay




love & hate
search & wait
dream & sleep
low & deep
lower & deeper
dreamer & sleeper
searcher & waitress
lover & hatred
deep sleep
low dreams
searching love
hating waiting
love a waitress
hate a sleepless
below the deepest
search a dream

by Katrin
August 20, 2009
(the Estonian re-Independence day, not that it has anything to do with the poem...)

photo by Michelle

#9



My feet are dashed from dancing
my legs are worn from walking
my body is marked from mosquitos
my arms seem longer from lifting
my hands are dirty from demolision
my face is stretched from smiling
my mouth tastes tantalizing tea
my head aches from alcohol
my nose is sore from the sun

my, life is good

by ian

photo by Linda

Wednesday 19 August 2009

In Estonia



We travelled deep into the ancient wilderness
of Alam Pedja nature reserve
We came to a place called Palupõhja
which, translated into English,
means Heaven with Mosquitoes.

We found a land of birch forest and scots pine
of peat bogs and a lazy river
which could never decide which way to go,
so it went all ways at once.

We found a land of ravens and white-tailed eagles,
of wolves and racoon dogs
and moose and beavers and bears.
Or so they told us.

We worked from dawn to dusk for seven years
under the whip of a cruel master,
alongside local volunteers who had
all the strength and beauty, wit and talent of Estonia.

We cut down and burnt Estonia.
We demolished Estonia.
We stripped Estonia of all its mushrooms and berries.
We devoured all the meat and vegetables,
the bread and milk and salads of Estonia.
We drank Estonia dry of water, coffee, tea and beer.

Allowed one day of freedom from our labours,
we climbed the highest mountain in Estonia,
swam in the deepest lake in Estonia,
swam in the warmest waters of Estonia,
with the mist rising over the setting sun.
We drank Red Beer in the tallest pub in Estonia.

We have swum in ema jõgi, the mother river,
slept close to the ground under canvas,
relieved ourselves in wooden huts,
soothed our bites and aching limbs in saunas,
watched the pictures that flames make in the night,
drank deep from the well,
worked and played, walked and talked in sun and rain.

We will leave Alam Pedja knowing
we have come as close to earth, air, fire and water
as we may ever do in our lives.


Colin Watts
12th August '09

Photo by Robert B

and another one by Ian

#8 (Lost)




Not knowing where you are
not having any direction
not having a map
or a popular footpath

Is this being lost?

not being forced one way
not being told where to go
not having artificial boundaries
and the whole world to wander

Is that not freedom?

by Ian

photo by Robert B

movie by ian

Tuesday 18 August 2009

you get everything




you get everything
you give away
you let go
you don't hope anymore

you get everything
you ever dream of
you ever wish
you ever hope for

but not before
you let go
the dream
the wish
the hope

by Katrin
August 18, 2009

photo by Jenn

colourful butterflies


colourful butterflies
on my window
children playing with
kitty looking them

catch a butterfly
let it go again
on the window
not getting out

by Katrin
August 19, 2009
(Photo of butterfly helping Ian demolish a house :))

I wish you told me




I wish you told me
I should not hope
anything
anymore
anywhere
anyhow
instead
you call
and say
you'd come along
& I don't
understand
anything
anymore
anywhere

by Katrin
August 18, 2009

photo by Jenn

Soup Bowl in Tartu


by Robert Butlin

Recipe

Nationalities
All mixed up to make a fine
Summer Concoction

by ian

Swing


So many tales told
So many pictures perused
So many individuals informed
So many of everyone enthused

For which I got my wage, fee and percentage along time ago

Poem by Ian

Photo by Robert Butlin

Monday 17 August 2009

Lucky #7


Even though we
.have chopped their trees
.burnt their wood
. and demolished their house

They still show us delicious food
teach us new ways
and invite us to sing and dance

Aren't we lucky?

by Ian

Sunday 16 August 2009

#5





♪♫I would rather enjoy a friendly song that I do not know,
then no song at all.♪♫

♪♫Maybe if we stay up late enough
the birds will sing along.♪♫

♪♫Maybe if we stay up long enough
then words won't matter. ♪♫


by musicIan ♪♫

Photo by Kadri

One Night





One night
one day
so long
away
wait here
don't go
don't say
anything
just stay
let the moment
be
where it is
right now



by Katrin

#3


I dreamt that I was
awoken by
a million text messages
a thousand partiers
a hundred planes
and a couple of singers

but all I could sense
were buzzing mosquitos
birds twittering
bats swooping
and raccoon dogs howling

much better then being
woke by a dirty grey lorry

by Ian

Two Lonely Stars





two lonely
stars
in a sky of
nowhere
no place to
go
no place to
stay
no one to hear
no burden to
bear
one moon
one star
one mood
so far
away
from home
to stay
a bit more


by Katrin

photo by Robert B

Eesti #2


After a hard burning work
in the midday sun
Is it not bliss
having a cool breeze
swifts catchin flies
on the river
and a cool drink
of tap water?

by Ian

A poem from Katrin in Kehrwieder




this was a week
full of surprises
half week
double surprises
wonderful
nature

wonderful
weather
wonderful rain
just in right time
wonderful people
doing hard work
having good time
really creative
cooking
best vacation ever
or at least for
many years

I believe everyone
of us
has their own
story
that might be
quite sad
or hard
or funny
but we all come
here
to forget our
stories
& have a good
time
& to enjoy
ourselves
& each other
& we did
better then
we ever
imagined
it was a
lovely
fair(e)ytale :)
and it has to
end
where all good
things do
but we have
our memories
of smiles & jokes
of mixed sauna
& great times
we carry it along
and we are happy
with it

and maybe someone's
stories change
& get another
ending

Michelle said
it was like
a laugh therapy
it was for me too
besides a therapy
of believing in
people
& believing there
are nice people
in the world
or in the other
side of the world
or in the other
side of Europe
anywhere
or just another
side of Facebook
actually :)

by Katrin






and all I asked for was a signature :) - ian

Saturday 15 August 2009

Warmest Lake in Estonia


They say this is the warmest lake
In Estonia , well so they said

I think I know why
And this is why the river was the warmest too

Robert ( (O) ) told us "we keep making new circles"
Like ripples in the lake

They may drift away
But they find where they are going

Then race back to you
Telling you their own little tales

Life isn't flat...
... with swell friends

by Ian F. 15/8/09

Friday 14 August 2009

Palupõhja Nature School



Palupõhja Nature School
Alam-Pedja nature reserve
Jõgeva malev of Estonian military forces
. Kirna õppekeskus & their sauna :)
Tartu & Antsla
Tallinn at night
Old House hostel
Oleviste church
. stairs, tower and the view
. of everything around
stupid tourists' souvenirs
& Katariina käik
. or St Catherine's Passage
. with its nice small shops
beautiful hats
. Jenn fell in love with
nice saying necklaces
. ilus elu
. enda teha
. beautiful life
. to create yourself
. Emma's choice
goodbye to Allan
. our favourite MangoMan
Müürivahe street
Loitsukeller
. or Spell's Cellar
head massager
rings necklace
. for Ellen :)
search for Kompressor
dinner at St Patrick's
. near Hollywood
snacks and main courses
nice rectangular plates
& good meals
. for good prices
4 beers for 3
. for Katrin the first free :)
discussion about having kids & getting men :)
then Niguliste church
& up the Short Leg
. or Lühike Jalg
legend of the gate
. between uptown
. & downtown
normal merchants
. & swedes and germans
The Danish King Yard
. or Taani Kuninga Aed
& million crown toilet
the Orthodox Church
& Parliament Castle
Toompea Loss or Riigikogu
the park besides the castle
nice view
. of tall trees
& Pikk Hermann
. with the flag
not waiting for the sunset
. with national anthem
photos on the stairs
. of the Orthodox Church
. of Alexander Nevski
. again
goodbye to Jenn
Toomkirik
. or Dome Church
the most important church
. and much smaller than several others :)
another view
. of the sun
. settling for to set
the Government House
. or Stenbocki Maja
. & the tree in the yard
Patkuli vaateplats
. another viewpoint
with more beautiful sunset
. & russian girls' bachelor party
then the last viewpoint
. with sunset
. reflecting on the glass buildings
search for a warm place with coffee
in Syrtaki
& Pika Jala Restoran
down by the Long Leg
. or Pikk Jalg
through the Jazz Lounge
. with not enough places
. but good music the Preston people liked :)
go for Chocolaterie
& landing in Kehrwieder
. (that was the Chocolaterie after all :))
. the Estonian most romantic cellar cafe :)
hot chocolate
. in different condition
nice corner in the back
Piret's phone call at the door :)
discussion about ages
. & our presumptions of them
basically, we all are 25
. mostly
ranging from 22 to 60+
or to put it another way
most of us are in a beginning of a new decade
like 22 or 32
. or 40-42
or at the end of one
. like 28-29
with a few exceptions
. so special in their exceptionality :)
(everyone feels touched by this one, right? :)
Ian's poetry-book inspiring Katrin
goodbye to Michelle,
. Ellen, Anjum,
. Robert, Linda, Geoff
& back to the Jazz Lounge
where the music had ended
& forward to Clazz
with still not much places
. but with wonderful big soft chairs
more beer & white wine
. on Colin
nice music
. no dancing on the table :(
but with Ingrid's persuasion
. finally some dancing too
but no Õllepruulija this time :)
Katrin's signature for the nicest English poet
. ever met in Estonia :)
goodbye to Ingrid & Colin & Emma
& there we were
. only Ian & the ladies
like a deja vu
not counting the canlad
. telling everyone to go asleep :)
no singing this time :(
just finishing up the beer and wine
. & off we go
. from the nicest evening in Tallinn for years
I believe we all feel
. by half younger
. by half happier
. believing more in people
. & the world
. & happiness
I wonder if I ever stop thinking in English
. or writing poetry again
thank You all
. for everything that happened
. & everything that did not happen
I almost missed my train stop
. thinking of You
. my Friends :)

by Katrin
August 14, 2009

photo by Robert B

Ian Ingrid





Ian Ingrid
Colin Jenn
Allan Robert
Katrin Geoff
Rober Linda
Anjum Siim
Piret Kadri
Ellen Piret
Emma Michelle
Virge Marvi
as a piano from a bush!
love you all
see next year
hope for that
best wishes
so long

by Katrin
August 14, 2009

photo by Ellen

love peace happyness




love peace happyness
hope & faith
having something to do
having someone to love
having something to hope for
having some place to live in
having a home to create
having children to grow up
love peace happyness

by Katrin
August 14, 2009

photo by Robert B

I'm alive




I'm alive
I'll survive
even without you
you're alive
you'll survive
even without me
do you dream
as I do
of things that'll never happen
or at least not during our lifetime ... ?

by Katrin
August 14, 2009

photo by Ellen

freezing in the morning




freezing in the morning
in an early train
dreaming of someone
to make me warm
to make me happy
to make me feel alive

by Katrin
August 14, 2009

photo by Ellen

morning in the train




morning in the train
early in the morning
after a wonderful evening
after a good night's sleep
nice dreams
nice daydreams
of things that'll never happen
but are still nice to dream about

by Katrin
August 14, 2009

photo by Ellen

home sweet home


a picture from 2007

it all started there








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