Estonian / English Blog Started from a Conservation Holiday in Palupõhja in 2009
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Tuesday, 1 January 2013
#0 - Goodbye House
The old battered house
I once helped tear down
I supposed I'd see each year
being built layer by layer.
But this was not my new home
As once was thought by others
It was the signpost on the footpath
to my unknown future.
O Yes Fate did bring me back close
and yet still not to meet Palupõhja again.
It showed me glimpses of the future
and pushed me along a new road.
It asked me questions:
Sprechen sie Deutsch?
Do I enjoy remoteness and foreign lands?
None that made sense at each moment, but now...
But looking back now
It was a long windy path
all the way back from the house
stretching and asking and probing and leading to today.
by Ian (Poem and Picture of the torn down house).
Best of wishes Estonia - as possibly my last poem here!
Thursday, 27 December 2012
Actors
What happened to all the actors
in the dramas of my life.
Maybe there were factors
why you were in the comedies and not with me in the strife
What happened to the tragedy
They always seemed to ask
when ever they were being unheedy
and only seeing the mask.
What happened to the past
Now misinterpreted when re-enacted
The meaning lost in a mystery
In the mind where the history and present interacted
What happened to.. well what happened to me
I'll not fade like a ghost, I have more form, you will see!
by Ian
in the dramas of my life.
Maybe there were factors
why you were in the comedies and not with me in the strife
What happened to the tragedy
They always seemed to ask
when ever they were being unheedy
and only seeing the mask.
What happened to the past
Now misinterpreted when re-enacted
The meaning lost in a mystery
In the mind where the history and present interacted
What happened to.. well what happened to me
I'll not fade like a ghost, I have more form, you will see!
by Ian
Thursday, 11 October 2012
English Weather - Englisch Wetter
English Weather
Without you
When it rains, it rains
When its sunny, it rains
I have a thunder and lightning heart
With you
When it rains, its fun
When its sunny, its fun
My soul is complete
-------------------------------------------
Englisch Wetter
Ohne dich
Wenn es regnet, es regnet
Wenn es ist sonnig, es regnet
Ich habe ein Donner und Blitzen Herz
Mit dir
Wenn es regnet, es viel Spaß
Wenn die sonnige, es viel Spaß
Meine Seele ist komplett
by Ian
(Original and translation by Ian)
(Sorry there is no Estonian translation.. maybe someone can do one? And maybe sorry for the rubbish german ;))
Tuesday, 25 October 2011
We Ran!
We ran down roads, and up paths
We ran past quiet cows, and cheering people.
We ran over bridges, and through woods
We ran around a lake, and spied into a castle
We ran against our doubting legs, and the energy ran away
And then we ran even more… and we triumphed!
by Ian (all a true story too!)
(Photo and manipulation by Ian... Collection of shells and feathers by DA)
Wednesday, 12 October 2011
And we all must be lions
Fierce, Roaring Cats
Guarding our pride
King under the sun
But our mothers
Still know how to pick us up by the scruffs of our necks !
by Ian
(Estonian and English (maybe French or Norman or something before) lions)
Guarding our pride
King under the sun
But our mothers
Still know how to pick us up by the scruffs of our necks !
by Ian
(Estonian and English (maybe French or Norman or something before) lions)
Saturday, 1 October 2011
Switzerland # 2
There are no words
no thoughts
no sayings
no rightness
just being
for the one
you
___
by Ian
art by Katrin in 2011
(story of the picture:
were in a cafe with children
and they had pencils there
for children to draw
and no newspapers
so had to draw myself
for not to get bored
while children were busy
playing around)
(story of the poem:
well it says it all in the poem
even the fact that even though I had written it
and typed it up I did not think it was good enough
it was not right! )
no thoughts
no sayings
no rightness
just being
for the one
you
___
by Ian
art by Katrin in 2011
(story of the picture:
were in a cafe with children
and they had pencils there
for children to draw
and no newspapers
so had to draw myself
for not to get bored
while children were busy
playing around)
(story of the poem:
well it says it all in the poem
even the fact that even though I had written it
and typed it up I did not think it was good enough
it was not right! )
Tuesday, 20 September 2011
Auf Wiedersehen Butterfly
It was probably the last lovely summer day
The summer bird had flownThe Sun was hiding away
I felt this was the last I’d see of you
So now as the Day, I Falter colourfully
and Night, I Falter greylyI was ready for the final winter
and the ultimate freeze.
But Hey! I was wrong
lovely sunny summer day today.As you displayed to me
your pretty wings once more
Fluttering in and around
in a chaotic danceAs butterflies randomly picking flowers.
You have found me.
So just as I thought I could see the end.
I now know, there are plenty more summers in betweenI just have to survive the winters.
and be with you again.
by Ian and A
Monday, 15 August 2011
2nd Anniversary
Ian thought it would be fitting to have an Estonian Poem on the 1st Anniversary Post.
I thought it would be fitting to have the non-poetic word-by-word translation of the 1st Anniversary Post poem here.
Korallid Emajõel
- Corals on Emajõgi
Betti Alver
Ikka meenuvad minutid
- still remember the minutes
millal
- when
viras vikerkaar
- the rainbow
üle vee.
- over the water
Me seisime raudsel sillal.
- We stood on the iron bridge
Sinu ees oli
- In front of you there was
raudne tee.
- the iron road.
Aeg raputas aardeid mu ette.
- Time shaked the treasures in front of me.
sinu ees oli
- in front of you there was
raudne tee.
- the iron road
Raudsillal
- On the iron bridge
viskasin vette
- I threw into the water
ma punakorallidest
kee.
- a necklace made of red corals.
Kõik mu aegade aarded on hallid.
- All the treasures of my times are grey
Jumet
- There is no complexion
pole ka jumalatõel.
- on the Truth of God either.
Veepõhjast
- From the bottom of the water
vaid punakorallid
- only the red corals
vahel vilavad
- sometimes shimer
Emajõel.
- on Emajõgi.
__
poem by Betti Alver, found by Ian, translation here by Katrin
art by 5-year-old Mari Lee - the coral fish
I thought it would be fitting to have the non-poetic word-by-word translation of the 1st Anniversary Post poem here.
Korallid Emajõel
- Corals on Emajõgi
Betti Alver
Ikka meenuvad minutid
- still remember the minutes
millal
- when
viras vikerkaar
- the rainbow
üle vee.
- over the water
Me seisime raudsel sillal.
- We stood on the iron bridge
Sinu ees oli
- In front of you there was
raudne tee.
- the iron road.
Aeg raputas aardeid mu ette.
- Time shaked the treasures in front of me.
sinu ees oli
- in front of you there was
raudne tee.
- the iron road
Raudsillal
- On the iron bridge
viskasin vette
- I threw into the water
ma punakorallidest
kee.
- a necklace made of red corals.
Kõik mu aegade aarded on hallid.
- All the treasures of my times are grey
Jumet
- There is no complexion
pole ka jumalatõel.
- on the Truth of God either.
Veepõhjast
- From the bottom of the water
vaid punakorallid
- only the red corals
vahel vilavad
- sometimes shimer
Emajõel.
- on Emajõgi.
__
poem by Betti Alver, found by Ian, translation here by Katrin
art by 5-year-old Mari Lee - the coral fish
Thursday, 23 June 2011
Lood ja laulud
Sinugi lood on Sinu sees
- Your stories are inside You
ja piiluvad vahel välja.
- and peek out sometimes.
Kuigi kannad neid eneses,
- Although you carry them inside yourself,
saad nendega vahel nalja.
- sometimes some fun happens with them.
Sinu laulud on Sinu sees ja murravad vahel välja.
- Your songs are inside You and break out sometimes.
Räägivad Sinust enesest ja teevad Su kulul nalja.
- Talk about Yourself and make fun of You.
Sinu elu on Sinu ees. Alati ei tule välja.
- Your life is in front of You. Always it does not work out.
Hoolimata Su teenetest Sinustki teeb keegi nalja.
- Regardless of Your favors, someone makes fun of You, too.
Sinu hetked on Sinu sees. Keegi ei võta neid välja.
- Your moments are inside You. Nobody takes them out.
Parimates Su hetkedes ikka on killuke nalja.
- In the best of Your moments there alaways is a chip of fun.
Sinu naljad on Sinu sees. Kuidas küll saada nad välja?
- Your funny jokes are inside You. How to get them out?
Sügavamalgi südames juurdunud kurbuse viljad...
- In the deepest part of the heart the fruits of sadness have taken root...
Sinu kurbus on Sinu ees. Kes küll siit lasi ta välja?
- Your sadness is in front of You. Who on earth did let it out from here?
Tühjusetunne südames igatseb killukest nalja.
- Feeling of emptyness in the heart yearns for a chip of fun.
Sinu viljad on Sinu sees. Lase nad ometi välja!
- Your fruits are inside You. Let them yet out!
Oma laule Sa imetle kurbuses, tänus ja naljas!
- Your own songs do admire in sadness, in thanksgiving and in fun!
___
by Katrin in June 2011
art by 5-year-old Mari Lee 'a sea, a sunset and a sunrise'
- Your stories are inside You
ja piiluvad vahel välja.
- and peek out sometimes.
Kuigi kannad neid eneses,
- Although you carry them inside yourself,
saad nendega vahel nalja.
- sometimes some fun happens with them.
Sinu laulud on Sinu sees ja murravad vahel välja.
- Your songs are inside You and break out sometimes.
Räägivad Sinust enesest ja teevad Su kulul nalja.
- Talk about Yourself and make fun of You.
Sinu elu on Sinu ees. Alati ei tule välja.
- Your life is in front of You. Always it does not work out.
Hoolimata Su teenetest Sinustki teeb keegi nalja.
- Regardless of Your favors, someone makes fun of You, too.
Sinu hetked on Sinu sees. Keegi ei võta neid välja.
- Your moments are inside You. Nobody takes them out.
Parimates Su hetkedes ikka on killuke nalja.
- In the best of Your moments there alaways is a chip of fun.
Sinu naljad on Sinu sees. Kuidas küll saada nad välja?
- Your funny jokes are inside You. How to get them out?
Sügavamalgi südames juurdunud kurbuse viljad...
- In the deepest part of the heart the fruits of sadness have taken root...
Sinu kurbus on Sinu ees. Kes küll siit lasi ta välja?
- Your sadness is in front of You. Who on earth did let it out from here?
Tühjusetunne südames igatseb killukest nalja.
- Feeling of emptyness in the heart yearns for a chip of fun.
Sinu viljad on Sinu sees. Lase nad ometi välja!
- Your fruits are inside You. Let them yet out!
Oma laule Sa imetle kurbuses, tänus ja naljas!
- Your own songs do admire in sadness, in thanksgiving and in fun!
___
by Katrin in June 2011
art by 5-year-old Mari Lee 'a sea, a sunset and a sunrise'
Thursday, 26 May 2011
Raha ... mõttes
Raha. Aeg. Suhted.
- Money. Time. Relationships.
Raskused. Edu. Uhkus.
- Difficulties. Success. Pride.
Tänu. Alandlikkus. Austus.
- Gratitude. Humility. Respect.
Truudus. Püüdlused. Sihid.
- Loyalty. Aspirations. Goals.
Õnn. Elu. Surm.
- Happyness. Life. Death.
Ise. Vaba. Üksi.
- Self. Free. Alone.
Alati. Iialgi. Mis mõttes?
- Always. Never. In what sense?
___
by Katrin in May 2011
art by 5-year-old Mari Lee 'a house'
- Money. Time. Relationships.
Raskused. Edu. Uhkus.
- Difficulties. Success. Pride.
Tänu. Alandlikkus. Austus.
- Gratitude. Humility. Respect.
Truudus. Püüdlused. Sihid.
- Loyalty. Aspirations. Goals.
Õnn. Elu. Surm.
- Happyness. Life. Death.
Ise. Vaba. Üksi.
- Self. Free. Alone.
Alati. Iialgi. Mis mõttes?
- Always. Never. In what sense?
___
by Katrin in May 2011
art by 5-year-old Mari Lee 'a house'
Monday, 21 March 2011
World Poetry Day!

Happy World Poetry Day!
A good reason (if you need any?) to read some poetry today.
Maybe something old ,
maybe something loved,
maybe something new?
Well for the "maybe something new" section here is a poem I have found recently. It is by Hermann Hesse. Which I feel is a good choice for World Poetry Day due to his connections to various parts of the world.
A quick summary: He was born in Calw, Germany. His mother was born in a missionary in India and his father was born in Paide, Estonia (Article on Hesse-Estonia). They moved to Basel, Switzerland and he obtained Swiss nationality (Previously Russian). He married 3 times; including Swiss and Ukranian wives. He won the nobel prize in literature and wrote various novels including Der Steppenwolf (which inspired the name for the Canadian-American band) and Siddhartha. He also wrote various poems including the one I now present to you below in both English and German:
English (from poems.md)
Without You
My Pillow gazes upon me at night
Empty as a gravestone;
I never thought it would be so bitter
To be alone,
Not to lie down asleep in your hair.
I lie alone in a silent house,
The hanging lamp darkened,
And gently stretch out my hands
To gather in yours,
And softly press my warm mouth
Toward you, and kiss myself, exhausted and weak-
Then suddenly I'm awake
And all around me the cold night grows still.
The star in the window shines clearly-
Where is your blond hair,
Where your sweet mouth?
Now I drink pain in every delight
And poison in every wine;
I never knew it would be so bitter
To be alone,
Alone, without you.
Translated by James Wright
German / Deutsch (from murmel.de)
Ohne Dich
Mein Kissen schaut mich an zur Nacht
leer wie ein Totenstein;
So bitter hatt ich's nie gedacht,
Allein zu sein
Und nicht in deinem Haar gebettet sein!
Ich lieg allein im stillen Haus,
die Ampel ausgetan,
Und strecke sacht die Hände aus,
die deinen zu umfahn,
Und dränge leis den heißen Mund
Nach Dir und küss mich matt und wund-
und plötzlich bin ich aufgewacht
und ringsum schweigt die kalte Nacht,
der Stern im Fenster schimmert klar-
o du, wo ist dein blondes Haar,
wo ist dein süßer Mund??
Nun trink ich Weh in jeder Lust
Und Gift in jedem Wein;
So bitter hat ich's nie gewußt,
allein zu sein,
allein und ohne dich zu sein!!
-Photo by Ian - Snowy Switzerland in the fog
Tuesday, 15 February 2011
Armastus #3
Ma armastan inimesi ja olukordi
- I love people and situations
(ja iseennast)
- (and myself)
koos nende vigadega.
- with all their errors.
See ei takista mind soovimast
- That does not prevent me either from wishing
(ja palvetamast),
- (and praying),
et nad paremaks muutuksid
- for them to beocome better
(ega neid selles aitamast),
- (nor helping them with it),
kuid mu armastus ei sõltu
- but my love does not depend on
nende (ega minu)
- whether they (or myself)
paremaks saamisest.
- become better.
Ma armastan neid (ja ennast)
- I love them (and myself)
ka siis, kui nad ei saa paremaks.
- also when they will not become better.
Ja kui nad paremaks saavad,
- And if they become better,
ei armasta ma neid sellepärast rohkem.
- I will not love them more for that.
Meil on lihtsalt kõigil parem.
- I'll just all be better off.
Aga me armastame üksteist ikka samapalju.
- But we love each other still the same.
Tingimusteta
- With no conditions
ja igavesti.
- and forever.
___
by Katrin in november 2010, translation in February 2011
art by 5-year-old Mari Lee - A Cave
__
ps. Happy Valentine Day to everyone! ... Especially the Special Ones :)
Labels:
art by Mari Lee,
by Katrin,
in Estonian,
poetry,
translation
Thursday, 23 December 2010
Armastus #2
Armastus tuleb aegamööda
astub aia ääri mööda
Eile eelmine eemaldus
et ei ehmuks hellakene
Ise ihkab ihaleda
ilma ilut imesteda
Ootamatuid ootamisi
uhkes ulmas uneleda
Õeke õisi õnnisteleb
ämma hälli äiuteleb
Öösel ööbikul ööjutud
üle kõige armastus
___
by Katrin in November 2009
photo by Ian in Wales (?)
Thursday, 16 December 2010
Armastus #1
After searching and listening a lot of ancient Estonian folk songs (regilaul) made one myself.
Left it be for a year or so and then decided to try and translate:
Armastus tuleb arutades
- Love comes considering
arutades arvestades
- considering figuring
arglikult ja aegamööda
- timidly and slowly
astub aia ääri mööda
- steps by the edges of the fence
Eile eelmine eemaldus
- yesterday the previous withdrew
et ei ehmuks hellakene
- for the brownie would not be startled
ise ihkab ihaleda
- oneself craves to desire
ilma ilut imesteda
- to admire the beauty of the world (or weather)
Ootus lootus ohkab ihkab
- Expectation hope sighs craves
oivalisi ootamisi
- marvelous waitings
unes näeb ulmas unistab
- sees in dreams daydreams in a vision
uusi uhkeid ulakusi
- new proud naughties
Õde õhkab venda vihkab
- Sister sighs hates the brother
ämma äiutab väetit
- the mother-in-law lulls the puny
öösel ööbikul ööjutud
- in the night the nightingale's night chats
üle kõige armastus
- above all the love
the point in the Estonian version is the alphabethical alliteration - the words in rows start with A, E, I, O, U, Õ, Ä, Ö, Ü...
___
in Estonian and translation by Katrin
art by 5-year-old Mari Lee
Left it be for a year or so and then decided to try and translate:
Armastus tuleb arutades
- Love comes considering
arutades arvestades
- considering figuring
arglikult ja aegamööda
- timidly and slowly
astub aia ääri mööda
- steps by the edges of the fence
Eile eelmine eemaldus
- yesterday the previous withdrew
et ei ehmuks hellakene
- for the brownie would not be startled
ise ihkab ihaleda
- oneself craves to desire
ilma ilut imesteda
- to admire the beauty of the world (or weather)
Ootus lootus ohkab ihkab
- Expectation hope sighs craves
oivalisi ootamisi
- marvelous waitings
unes näeb ulmas unistab
- sees in dreams daydreams in a vision
uusi uhkeid ulakusi
- new proud naughties
Õde õhkab venda vihkab
- Sister sighs hates the brother
ämma äiutab väetit
- the mother-in-law lulls the puny
öösel ööbikul ööjutud
- in the night the nightingale's night chats
üle kõige armastus
- above all the love
the point in the Estonian version is the alphabethical alliteration - the words in rows start with A, E, I, O, U, Õ, Ä, Ö, Ü...
___
in Estonian and translation by Katrin
art by 5-year-old Mari Lee
Labels:
art by Mari Lee,
by Katrin,
in Estonian,
poetry,
translation
Wednesday, 8 December 2010
Finland - #16
Wednesday, 1 December 2010
Finland - #2

(Posting poems about snow in summer doesnt seem right so I have posted them now even though I wrote them months ago)
Out at Sea
Bracing against the wind
defying the beating waves
a fortress in the sea
Snow all around
Sun is blinding
a mix of hot and cold
I must guard
So I stand here
against incoming armies
against incoming tides
and against the deep loneliness
until the snow melts and flowers bloom
photo and poetry by Ian
Wednesday, 24 November 2010
Iceland #8
Wednesday, 17 November 2010
Iceland #23
Wednesday, 10 November 2010
Iceland #21

Lava burning
sweeping
fast
like love
racing through your veins
Glacier
cool
slow
like someone important in your life
leaving a longing impression
Written on a walk near Landmannalaugar looking over at the Lava fields and remembering the Glacier at Skaftafell.
Poem by Ian and photo of Glacier near Skaftafell by Ian
Wednesday, 3 November 2010
Iceland #17
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)







